Yesterday was a rough day. For some reason from the time I woke up I felt like I was having an anxiety attack. There was no reason for it either. I wasn't stressed out and there was no outside influence to make me anxious. I felt the same way I do when I am standing in line for a ride at Disney and a bunch of people start crowding around me. It was bad. I made it through going to the mall but being in the elevator just about drove me up a wall. I took a 2nd Zoloft and that took the edge off but didn't take away the feeling all together. Eventually around dinner time the feeling went away and I felt instantly better.
Today was a better day but I did have manic moments where I would snap off about something but nothing too big.
I'm really anxious about the upcoming Disney trip. I think seeing my nieces will make me feel a lot better. I feel very guilty about not seeing them more often. Luckily now that I am working I will be able to afford to go up and see them more often. It does make me happy that Melanie is able to go with my mom to see Tricia, Cat and my nieces.
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