Long day. Started with an argument with mom but that eventually turned into a nice conversation. Picked up the Lovebug and we headed off to EPCOT for the evening. Thank goodness there weren't a ton of people there. The lines were minimal and we pretty much got right on to every attraction we went to. Melanie loved Captain EO and I felt like a kid watching it. No crowds meant no anxiety attacks!!!! There was a point while we were waiting for the firework show to start that I felt the anxiety creeping up on me. We were in a very popular spot to watch the show but I made a point of getting there a hour early to get our seats. When the crowd started showing up I just pulled the stroller behind me so that no one else could get too close. That helped a lot more than I thought it would. I still felt anxious but not to the point where I had to leave. I'm pretty sure the dr will prescribe me an anxiety pill when I see him again. Including the medicine I am on now, that will be 2/3 of the infamous Bipolar cocktail. I wonder if he can give me something to MAKE me go to sleep. I'm getting rather tired of being tired. I used to be able to cope with the not sleeping but now with this medicine I am just grumpy because I'm not sleeping enough. Reading doesn't usually help because it just irritates me to no end! I constantly have to go back and reread a page so then I just lose interest. Going to try and get some sleep. It won't work... but I'm trying...
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